Trouble

He looks for trouble and doesn't wait for the trouble to come and find him. Clenched fist, anger and frustrated power surging through every vein. He doesn't like the way you walk, or the way you talk. It's all your fault, watch your step.

I know

I am wasting my time, there's no interest there to others. It's like talking to the dead, they can't hear me. They are rotting, decaying and dead to the world. They see no beauty in anything, hear no sounds. Life is passing me by, but nobody can hear me. Never good enough.

Shadow

Shadow. Sometimes I feel like that is all I am, just a shadow. A shadow on the edge of my own life, on the fringes of the darkness it's so hard to live in the light once the shadows have cast over. Darkness envelopes me and pushes away the shiny people, the ones who radiate the light. I will never shine.

In pieces

To lose a game you didn't know how to play

To try and touch the clouds

 

Where is who I used to be?

She is gone

I am weaker than her....
But I know more

She was confident
I feel apprehensive 

Her life was all ahead 
Where is mine to go?

I press my palms against the glass hard
and try to touch the clouds
Tell me where is happiness?


I won't find what I seek up with clouds

Forget -me-not

All will crumble and fall
All you build will be destroyed
All you love will be no more
Like you've never been at all
You're all forgotten
No more..

Whatever..

Whatever you strive to do, however hard you try, you will fail and it's all a waste of your time. Accept your lot in life.